Illogical Heart

wide awake

2012-01-12T03:37:00.004+08:00

It's 2012, 12 days into the new year and I experienced 2 of my most horrible days of my life.
I can't take any more trauma. I already had one a few months back and this one is equally taxing.
I am on an emotional roller-coaster these past few days. One more attack and I really am going to have a mental breakdown. My mind and body can only take so much stress.

2011-11-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

“Speak a little louder, love, no one is around to hear us.”

2011-10-31T23:42:00.001+08:00

I am so tired of fighting a war with myself every day. I could feel these thoughts incessantly meddling with my mind, dragging me down with every little word.

It hurts.

2011-10-30T00:43:00.002+08:00

All I want more than anything else right now is for someone to tell how I beautiful I am, even when I am so frighteningly damaged. I yearn for a hug - not just a hug, but one of those big, warm, bear hugs that tell you everything is going to turn out all right.

2011-06-10T16:46:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it's easier to forget.

The memory that fades.

2010-10-24T19:17:00.003+08:00

I am trying to think straight but the sweetness of daydreams and fantasies are lulling me to close my eyes and let it all go...

(pic: 14'STANDARD @ flickr)

the day yesterday went away

2010-09-26T22:31:00.005+08:00

My heart feels like it's trapped in nowhere in a stormy sea.

(picture: youlittlediva @ tumblr)

the silent voice

2010-09-21T22:48:00.003+08:00

Everything, and anything I have told myself were all lies.

(picture: noji-ichi @ flickr)

URABOKU!

2010-09-12T15:17:00.006+08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH URABOKU! ^o^

LUKA AND HIS SEXY EYES *FUFUFU*

(YES, I AM DIE-HARD FOR BISHIES HEHEHE)

SEE THIS? HE'S MINE. NO TOUCHIE. >)

2010-09-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

I don't want to keep running away.

2010-08-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

Maybe if I could...

close my eyes,
shut my ears,
and put a wall around my heart,

perhaps I will forget everything.

2010-08-31T21:01:00.003+08:00

I will become a bird and fly endlessly to nowhere.

to run forever in a reverrie

2010-08-27T19:07:00.002+08:00

I COULD WATCH THIS FOREVER.

Hunger fills your aching heart.

2010-08-20T20:05:00.001+08:00

Oh, I lost appetite again. Then again, no one cares.

Our Summer Dream.

2010-08-16T22:42:00.007+08:00

Summer Wars. An anime movie about family ties, friendship and love.

You need more than a box of tissue to get through watching Summer Wars.
It's got to be at the top of one of my favourite anime movies now.

I watched the movie and cried.
I read the manga, and cried again.

It tugs at your heartstrings, touches you deeper and pushed you further than anything you've watched in a long time.

I really liked the theme song 'Bokura Natsu no Yume', meaning 'Our Summer Dream'. I have been listening to it for the past few days, repeating it over and over, the tune never leaving my head.

stronger and stranger it is

2010-08-15T18:15:00.006+08:00

Went to the YOG opening ceremony yesterday! :)
The ceremony was very creative and a visual treat for the eyes!
It was amazing (even though some people who watched it on TV begged to differ)
The fireworks were spectacular since there were so many being set off (but imagine all the money vanishing into the air!)

Enjoy!

sew these threads up of reason and regret

2010-07-11T20:48:00.001+08:00

I can still remember the two biggest mistakes of my life.

1. For ever agreeing to attend the MindChamps course.
2. For ever choosing my current subject combination.

homework isn't done

2010-07-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

I do not feel any bit accomplished today.

2010-07-06T19:24:00.006+08:00

When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.
Wayne Dyer

Now that I think of it, I don't have anything much to say.
Not about my life, not about my friends, not about my family or anything else because everything seems equally depressing.

Secondary 4 has been a notch better than last year.
I could still remember my grades were slipping tremendously compared to how I did at lower secondary, but slowly I realise it is just a phase everyone goes through.
It was tough trying to adapt to upper secondary life - longer school hours, more homework, tougher subjects to handle, and the fact friends that you were really close with aren't going to stick with you in class anymore. Sometimes I regret going into the class I am now. I felt that perhaps starting in a new class wasn't so bad after all - after all, I could make new friends right?

But how wrong I was.

It was a long year of emotional torture, but I trudged and toiled through it and I think I made it. I think.

Lesson learned, I wish that when I head off to whatever future path I chose, I could start somewhere anew where nobody knows me...

2010-06-27T18:05:00.001+08:00

"I think it is all a matter of love: the more you love a memory, the stronger and stranger it is. "

T.O.P!

2010-06-21T11:09:00.002+08:00

T.O.P LOOKS FREAKING AWESOME IN HERE:

escape

2010-06-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

"Leave everything. Leave Dada. Leave your wife. Leave your mistress. Leave your hopes and fears. Leave your children in the woods. Leave the substance for the shadow. Leave your easy life, leave what you are given for the future. Set off on the roads. "

- Breton Andre

K-pop galore!

2010-06-02T10:41:00.007+08:00

PICTURE SPAM. IT'S GONNA LAG.

I bought this magazine called 'Easy' because of F.T. Island on the cover! And I am telling you, the contents are EPIC. I have never seen so many boys in a magazine before. *fufufu*

KIM BUM IS SO ADORABLE/CUTE/PINCHABLE. I want to see him in a Pikachu suit. *_*

Min Ho's smile is the cutest! :D

Haha, Jonghyun's face vanished because of the flash.

I didn't expect the poster to be HUGE. Compare the size to the CD on the upper right corner. It's Dinosaur size.

Tell Me Goodbye

2010-05-17T18:44:00.004+08:00

~~The boys~~ BIGBANG looks so dreamy here. G-dragon looks drop dead ~~gorgeous~~ handsome especially in the rain. *sigh*

2010-05-12T12:09:00.001+08:00

Big Bang's world cup song! Sounds good. :D

Don't stop the music

2010-05-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

As A Man by Gummy

2010-05-06T19:54:00.003+08:00

I teared up when I watched this music video. It was like a drama that you could watch in five minutes. :( The ending is so touching...

Don't count on me to make promises

2010-05-05T21:57:00.003+08:00

Exceptionally late tag replies.

Anna hey there ;)

Kenneth Gaga loves you too.

kaikazack thanks for dropping by

Jean-rong Thanks for the repeating tags on my nearly-dead blog!

Vicki Thank you so much! :)

Helena SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY OMG. Sent you a mail @BS bc i don't think you will see my reply haha.

Junese HI JUNESE. :D

Yen Thank you :)

Kenneth Lol, hi again Gagalino :3

Jess Hi! :D

Callie Haha maybe, maybe. On another account I suppose...the skin has some problems to begin with...

Aline Drop me a mail at illogicalheart@live.com I will entertain all enquiries here (:

Tashaaa Hello thanks for the tag!

Chai Hi! Nice to meet you too (:

passerby BIG BANG ROCKS THE NIGHT! ALWAYS VIP X3

ami IKR! Ji-Yong is such a genius song writer and he's so cute!!! (although his fashion statement is really..outstanding at times kekeke) BUT T.O.P IS FOREVER THE BEST KYAHH

babylyn thank you very much for the compliment !

vin Send me your email and I will send the codes to you? (:

Psserby I did that just check your email and I will help you with your problem (:

fact.

2010-05-05T19:11:00.001+08:00

I don't like to post much because when I look back I find that I have such appalling grammar and vocabulary.

This post ends here before any weird thoughts gets into my head.

emotionally drained

2010-05-04T17:10:00.005+08:00

Snatched this meme from Juliana.

I AM:
Happy. Sad. A good friend(I, don't know myself). Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High-maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless(oh boy, do I wish).

I HAVE:
Brown hair. Brown Eyes. Blue Eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A side-fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Freckles. Dark skin. Medium skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Short legs. Red hair/Brown. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. Small-ish waist. Tattoos. Piercings. Big ears. Short hair.

I LOVE:
Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention (who wouldn't?). The beach. Chocolate. Music. Beanies. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet's thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts

I WOULD LOVE TO BE A:
Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer's wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager.

I LIKE TO EAT:
Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I'm bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I'm hungry. Toast. Breakfast. Pizza.

I DISLIKE:
Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks. Hypocrites.

Posting the most useless GIFs you will ever see

2010-05-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

Heehee second post of the day. I can't get over Ji-Yong's cuteness. *gushes*

crack crack crack crack!

2010-05-02T14:08:00.003+08:00

Karate Chops!

Seung Ri looks shooo smexy and GD looks shoooo cute & handsome.

*eyes sparkle*

(taken from Strong Baby MV by Seung Ri/V.I from Big Bang)

BB + Coffee Prince!

2010-04-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS PARODY IS EPIC.

BigBang Coffee Prince Parody
Uploaded by kensoti. - Explore more music videos.

G-DRAGON! x3

2010-04-18T12:32:00.004+08:00

*nosebleeds* Why is Ji-Yong so cute?

I hope you don't get jailed! :(

Don't you think GD's dog Gaho is adorable? *faints*

Source: bigbangkorean.wordpress.com

2010-04-09T22:45:00.004+08:00

I took this entire post from http://ifyoufeelalive.tumblr.com/post/501610393/growing-up-this-has-always-been-such-a-big-topic

I was never able to express myself about this topic, and I figured I should share this with all of you who are reading this.

"Growing up, this has always been such a big topic for me. But I wish homophobia didn’t exist. It’s absolutley ignorant and horribly wrong. We should not hate on someone for something they can’t help. Much like a straight person can’t help who they fall for either. Homosexuals are just as human as everyone else. We have no control over our feelings and our emotions. They are too strong for us to control them, otherwise we wouldn’t be asking other people how to get over someone we love. Hating a homosexual is like hating someone that is not the same race as you. Religion is the weakest argument against homosexuality. God does not hate homosexuals. God does not hate anyone. If God so loves the world, why would he send innocent people to hell? Homosexuals are innocent. There are so many homosexuals that believe in God, and that worship Him. I’ve been told that God can cure homosexaulity, and apparently there are people that have been cured by it but I don’t believe in that. You can’t cure homosexuality for homosexuality isn’t a disease. Why try to fix someone who has nothing wrong with them? I believe so many people are putting words in Gods mouth. Unless He speaks to you, you know nothing of what he wants. Man wrote the bible, not Him. I believe in God but I don’t believe in religion. And even if I were to believe in religion, I still wouldn’t believe that God hates homosexuals. It’s such an ignorant thing to believe. God will not “heal” homosexuals because there is nothing wrong with them. Hating a homosexual because you’re afraid they might like you since they like the same sex, is also a weak argument. Homosexuals have a ‘type’ just like straight people do. Don’t think so highly of yourself. And that’s all I have to say about that topic. I have two Gay brothers and as a child, it was hard to deal with that because of everyones hate. Some of the kids in my neighborhood would yell at me and say “Your brother is a Fag” and I’d start crying. I’ve defended homosexuality so many times. I had a Gay friend and I had to defend him at school everyday. So much anger and rage would build up inside me because they don’t realize what they’re saying at all. They say “Homosexuals are stupid” or “disgusting” or “a disgrace”, and saying that, and acting the way they do is only making them the stupid and disgusting ones, and how they’re behaving is a disgrace. It makes me sad and it’s one of the reasons why it’s so hard to have faith in humanity. Homosexuals getting jumped, and even killed because of it. And there are some that commit suicide because they can’t stand the way people treat them. I’m bisexual, and as a teenager, I sometimes hate saying that because I’m afraid people might think I’m saying it to “look cool” or to “fit in” but I would never want to be something I’m not. I personally believe people who fake their sexuality are stupid, it’s mocking those who are really homosexual and bisexual. Why would people choose to be hated and ridiculed by other people, especially by people they love? My mom is overwhelmed by the fact that two of her sons are Gay, and she doesn’t want anymore children that are ‘like that.’ We have these talks every once in awhile, and she always says “Hannah, I hope you’re not into girls.” And it makes me feel bad because I know how she feels about my brothers, and I don’t want her to feel that way about me. Of course, she loves them, and she gave them so much of her love. She took care of them, and she doesn’t love them any less but it’s still not the same. I wish more parents could be more understanding of their children. She’s literally constantly telling me that she hopes I don’t turn out that way. I turned out that way so many years ago. I was in third grade when I had my first crush on a girl and I remember exactly who she is. I don’t believe people know what they’re talking about when they say a person can’t be bisexual. I’m living proof because I know what I feel and I know that what I feel is real. The way I’ve felt for boys that I’ve liked is the same way I’ve felt for girls I’ve liked, and I honestly know no other way of describing that. But I don’t have to because I know I don’t need to prove myself to anyone. I questioned my sexuality for so many years and I didn’t start accepting it until a few years ago. A lot of horrible situations happened in their past that made them the way they are now, and they had no control over what happened to them."

2010-04-06T17:17:00.004+08:00

Hello there!

Sorry for not posting any new post in weeks.

Time flies and you find yourself having more things to complete when you're in Secondary four.

It's like you are trapped in a land that has fallen into endless space, and you can't tell how much time has passed...

On a happier note, I joined formspring.me (:

My account: formspring/heartsaloud

Ask me any question you would like! (:

Bye...

If I were a...

2010-03-20T23:57:00.006+08:00

I stole this from here

If I were a month, I'd be November.
If I were a day of the week, I'd be Friday.
If I were a time of the day, I'd be 12 midnight
If I were a planet, I'd be Neptune.
If I were a sea animal, I'd be a seal.
If I were a direction, I’d be South
If I were a piece of furniture,I’d be a painting.
If I were a historical figure, I’d be Martin Luther King
If I were a liquid, I’d be hot chocolate
If I were a gemstone, I’d be an peridot.
If I were a tree, I’d be an Cherry blossom tree
If I were a tool, I’d be a pencil
If I were a flower, I’d be a rose
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a typhoon
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a violin
If I were a color, I’d be silver
If I were an emotion, I’d be lovesick.
If I were a fruit, I’d be an Apple.
If I were a sound, I’d be the wind blowing through a sunflower field.
If I were an element, I’d be Water.
If I were a car, I’d be a Mini Cooper
If I were a food, I’d be Tuna Sushi
If I were a place, I’d be Japan.
If I were a material, I’d be silk
If I were a taste, I’d be irresistibly sweet.
If I were a scent, I’d be vanilla
If I were an object, I’d be a Camera
If I were a body part, I’d be the lips
If I were a facial expression, I’d be insane
If I were a song, I’d be Arigatou by BON'z
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be a pair of black slippers.

I died laughing

2010-03-16T19:25:00.001+08:00

JR! (Y) I LOVE YOU USAGI-SAN AND MISAKI.

I wished I knew why the skies were painted blue.

2010-03-13T23:19:00.007+08:00

IT'S TIME FOR FELICIA'S LATE TAG REPLIES!
*PLAYS DRAMATIC BACKGROUND MUSIC*

pb Hi there! I don't think I'll be submitting my previous blogskin because there is something wrong with it. o_o Sorry! *bows*
jean-rong Replied yr email! :D
Ruthie Haha xP
shengjia o_o What happened to your stalker/friend?
Emilia Vongolo I am so sorry for the reply! I think I got them from kao-ani.com !(:

Replied the rest of the tags on your tagboards over at your blog! :D
-

Alright! I am determined to type a complete post about something today!

Let's go!

I finally received mail! Like, real mail - for me! An envelope arrived along with a couple of other letters (I suspect they are bills) for my parents.

It's from Nuffnang!

Inside it enclosed a check, a piece of paper, and two $1 McDonald gift certificates.

At the bottom of the envelope it reads:

"NUFFNANG!! YOUR MOOLA HA"

(Haha, that's so funny.)

THANKS NUFFNANG!

Go join Nuffnang @ Nuffnang.com.sg if you want to earn money from doing absolutely nothing!

Okay, I got to go now.

See ya, peeps. (:

'You've been a very, very, bad, bad girl, GaGa'

2010-03-12T20:52:00.004+08:00

THIS MV IS EPIC.
THANK THE GODS THERE IS SOMEONE LIKE GAGA ON EARTH.
*HEARTS*

she kept her heart in a jar and put it beside her nightstand

2010-03-06T21:09:00.006+08:00

I would LOVE to catch Alice in Wonderland in theaters by next week!
We may not be able to see Johnny Depp with all that thick make-up he has on him, but hey - I still cannot wait to see his performance in the movie. It's gonna be a wild ride. ;)

live in the stars forever

2010-02-28T11:37:00.003+08:00

Passerby Maybe, when I get a new skin for my blog (:
Verlynn Heh heh. :X
fumbledapple Haha, thank you so much! (Y)
cassey really? He's cute in his own way.. =3
shengjia haha it's funny to have a stranger talk about you..i got a feeling it's *ahem* HP *coughs*
Ruthie Yeah it's so weird @_@ I want the stickers (lol, so desperate)
Junese Hello Junese. :D
HanLun Are you? If you are it's really...insane for you to tag about SJ LOL. So you went to Hui Ru's blog than mine? :P
Jean-rong Hello! Thanks for passing by! :)

Alright I finally replied all the tags accumulating in my tagboard.
One word - Phew!

Now I have got to go.

Homework is a pain in the ass.

Logan Lerman is so hot.

2010-02-23T19:46:00.005+08:00

PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF.

It's epic! It's so awesome.

The visual effects is amazing...*stares dreamily*

I wished there was really such a world...

Logan Lerman is so dreamy too! ^_^

If you haven't watched it (already!), go watch it!

Gogogo! *pushes you to the cinema*

Here are some screencaps which I coloured from the movie. Don't worry, they're put in such a way so that there would not be any spoilers (now, you would'nt want that, would you?)

Screencaps source: here

Lastly, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHENG JIA! ♥

Tears of joy...

2010-02-22T22:47:00.004+08:00

Here I am making another post again...

I am going to get a brand new phone! No more second-hand shit from my parents because they change phones once every few months, leaving their poor daughter stuck with their used phones.

My second hand ~~shitty~~ Nokia 95 when berserk on me last Sunday! Now I cannot on the phone even though it's been charged for 8 hours straight. The screen refuses to appear.

I would not be able to message or call or anyone until I get a new phone. :(

I can't breathe without my phone. *gags and dies from lack of air*

Thankfully I have set my sights on the (rather old now?) newest model of LG Chocolate series BL40.

*DROOLS*

Ahh!! Never have I wanted a phone so badly.

*goes crazy and bangs the wall*

3 DAYS & COUNTING TILL I GET A NEW PHONE.

no, I am not dead

2010-02-22T18:27:00.001+08:00

PERCY JACKSON! ♥

THE BOOKS WERE AWESOME. THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME.

IT'S SO COOL TO BE A DEMIGOD.

2010-02-13T16:22:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAVE A GREAT VALENTINE'S DAY ! ♥

And happy birthday Ruthie! Have a happy 16! Now you can watch NC16 movies and I can't. :( Six months is a long wait...

And here are the really late tag replies:

Anna Haha wait till I feel really inspired. Feeling too lazy to make a skin now. xP
Dez I see! Is it a shoujo comedy manga?
Charm Linked you up too (:
Cassey KKM IS DA BEST! :D
VV Hello! Are you heavenpurity/Vivian by any chance? Thanks for your compliment! ♥ BIG BANG IZ AWESOME.
Juliana Thank you! ♥
Sara Well, thanks (:
Kimverlyn BIG BANG FTW!
shengjia Yes I (heart) Big Bang! :D Omg x3
Junese Thank you for relinking! ♥ Haha I think the skin's just okay, not really that nice , LOL. Yes the film was...weird. o_o But the graphics are sheer brilliance.
ami Hello! No problem (: Will link you. :D
Joyce Hello! Would you mind emailing me your problem at illogicalheart@live.com ? Thank you so much. Will reply if I have the time!
skye Thank you so much! Yes, I did design the skin 'dreamlogic' (:

give me a reason to love

2010-02-07T10:03:00.004+08:00

Sookee Jewellery sponsored this Valentine's Day tree. It looked so pretty.

I went to Bugis with Chun Ting and Sheng jia + her stalker/friend to shop for a new bag and watched a movie at Film Garde at Illuma called The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus. The movie ticket was expensive, but I think the price was worth it.

The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus is one of the best shit I've watched in a very long time. You may not get the plot at first, but the imagination in the movie is simply fantastic! Watch the trailer in HD and be prepared to be entranced...

I would love to reply the tags but...you know, I am just too lazy to. *fufufu*

as the city sleeps, we rule the streets

2010-02-06T10:12:00.006+08:00

In case you're wondering where my previous blogskins went and why my blog suddenly went 'under construction', it was solely because I (stupidly) used my blog's template to save something stupid I made with Dreamweaver. And I did not make a back-up of my previous blogskin. Ha.

Stupid, right?

So all my content, links, codes - whatever went *poof*!

I got to go now as tuition's coming up in awhile and I have to rush off to Bugis after that! DX

Will tell you peeps the details of how the outing went. ;)

very, very, very late tag replies

2010-01-31T13:05:00.003+08:00

Here are the really late tag replies.

The tags kept piling up but I ~~refuse~~ was too lazy to reply them all! I am so sorry!

ごめんなさい!

nayo Hello! Thank you for passing by (:
Verlynn Arigatou! :)
passerby Thank you so much :D
J Thank you, too!
Juliana Haha I think so! Did you notice the fanservice in the latest chapter??? Heehee
dez Arigatou gozaimsu!
Dan Way Well, thank you :P
dez What is that?
Kennis I am doing fine. School's been really stressful though :/ And thank you for the compliment! (:
tr :O
ainiaisyah Thanks? Haha
Verlynn GD!!! x333>
Adel Thank you. :)
fyeahdita (:

because, love is...

2010-01-28T22:22:00.011+08:00

Just started Junjou Romantica, a shounen-ai/yaoi anime. It is my first time ever watching an anime with Boy's Love in it, and I am quite happy to say I loved it. :)

"I just want to see your smile,
feel your touch on my hair,
hear your stupid jokes again.
Most of all, I want you."

I started crying halfway through the episode. The plot, the words and the scenes just seamlessly weaved together like a perfect patchwork. Never in my life had I started crying during the first episode of an anime. The anime adaptation of Junjou Romantica (directly translated as pure-hearted love) was even better than the manga in many, many ways I can't describe. The anime is so hauntingly beautiful that you just could not stop crying after an episode is over. The characters in the show were so tragic and the feelings they portray could touch right through your soul. They were so believable (Have you not ever experience unrequited love? It always feels like God is playing a cruel joke on you), that you would never question the authenticity of anything. I am only at Episode 3 right now, but it was more than enough to make me agree it is one of the best animes I have ever watched.

DISCLAIMER: It's a yaoi show, so it does show the guys having sex(quite subtle, actually), so enter at your own risk if you are sensitive to same-gender issues.

If you would like to watch it, here's the link:
http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/junjo-romantica-episode-1-english-dubbed-online-free

Korean music madness

2010-01-24T11:04:00.003+08:00

BIG BANG!

Oh gosh NOW I could see why everybody is going crazy over Korean music/boys bands/girl bands (inserts everything related to Koreans)

I love their music!

Love wins. Love always wins.

2010-01-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

Life's been so hectic that I can't stop running anymore.

I have to keep running till one day I finally break down.

Schoolwork, revision, friends, CCA commitments, family and hobbies - it seems almost impossible to balance all these very important things in life.

I don't think I will be able to find time to do things solely for pleasure anymore. It's going to be full speed ahead for things that are really painful.

That aside, I seem to be falling in love with Korean songs...especially 2PM and Super Junior.

They're awesome.

illogical logic

2010-01-22T22:22:00.004+08:00

Submitted a new skin - http://www.blogskins.com/info/323028

Please visit and do the usual drills! ♥

Thank you so much (:

Can't feel nothing at all

2010-01-14T15:23:00.004+08:00

Peeps! Please visit my livejournal community (mostly banners) heartsinink!

You would need a livejournal account in order to see the graphics!
I sincerely hope you would join! Arigatou gozaimsu!

Here are some teasers:

Genius of Fun

2010-01-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

Stress is catching up to me.

Secondary four is so stressful!

We have formative tests in the afternoon now. RIGHT after school, no break or anything.

You skip lunch and take an hour and forty five minutes long test.

This. Officially. Sucks!

And the Maths papers were like...'IDUNWANNATALKABOUTITANYMORE' kind of papers.

*&^*&^$%%##$$#@@@$%@$@$@$

And my fetish for gay guys are catching up with me.

Oh dear what is happening to me?

I look at gay guys and I find them very attractive.

I am not bisexual or lesbian, I don't like girls sexually nor emotionally. I know because I go to a completely girls' only school.

BUT WHY NAO.

WHY does it have to me NOW that I fall in love with gay guys!?

(IT'S THE HORMONES DAMN IT)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

*IN DENIAL*

2010-01-09T21:16:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I do not feel like I am secondary four. Times flies, so fast.

Primary school didn't feel that way, even though it was six long years.

Maybe it's because we grew up, became more mature, and understood things we do not when we were once young.

We learnt that things aren't always so apparent, we learnt how to hate, say our goodbyes, cry harder than before, but at the end of it we learn how to love more.

The past three years (can you believe it?!) don't feel so nostalgic. It just felt I have been living in a waking dream. The emotions that came with it just felt too real, too strong.

Secondary had a lot of firsts.

Transitions was always a painful thing.

We form bonds with people that were once strangers. Bonds you can't describe.

We may have had our first crushes (mine came waaaay before that) and experience the hurt of unrequited love.

We had our first infatuations with imaginary characters, and that too may have hurt too much because they are not real.

We may have had lost something you never thought you would, held on to something too much that you lost yourself.

But the hardest part is when we fell in love.

Now that I am secondary four, there are only a few months till CCA ends, another 9-10 months before I graduate and take the O-levels, be able to breathe once again and move on with life (how could I forget?)

Life is bittersweet...

With love from Egypt

2010-01-02T19:17:00.005+08:00

/EDIT/

First post for the year 2010!

Okay, that aside, I will let the pictures do the talking (over 80 photos in total! Almost died while resizing all the pictures!)

(my mom, peeps, not me)

Below are the pictures of awesome food made by the chefs of the cruise Zeina on Christmas night!

I miss Egypt's temperature and my tour group...

wishing you

2009-12-23T22:22:00.006+08:00

Going off to Egypt and won't back until

after Christmas and New year!

So Merry Christmas and Happy New year, peeps! <3

Kings & Queens

2009-12-21T18:23:00.001+08:00

Into the night

Desperate and broken

The sound of a fight

Father has spoken

We were the kings and queens of promise

We were the victims of ourselves

Maybe the children of a lesser God

Between Heaven and Hell

Heaven and Hell

Into your eyes

Hopeless and taken

We stole our new lives

Through blood and pain

In defense of our dreams

We were the Kings and Queens of promise

We were the victims of ourselves

Maybe the Children of a lesser God

Between Heaven and Hell

Heaven and Hell

The age of man is over

A darkness comes at dawn

These lessons that we learned here

Have only just begun

We were the Kings and Queens of promise

We were the victims of ourselves

Maybe the Children of a Lesser God

Between Heaven and Hell

We are the Kings

We are the Queens

We are the Kings

We are the Queens

city of heartbreaks

2009-12-20T22:44:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't be upset.
Should I?

The realization that Kyou Kara Maou may never be renewed for a fourth season just hit it where it hurts. I have no idea why my heart hurts like it's been broken.

When my family still had the trial run for every cable channel that Starhub presented to us for being 'loyal customers'. We were able to watch any channel that Starhub had for a few months for free. I remember just randomly flipping through channels, trying to find a channel that interest me and than I stopped at one particular channel. It was called Animax, a channel where they primarily showed animes from Japan. The particular show being aired was Kyou Kara Maou. After watching the show for a few minutes, I was engrossed in wanting to know what happened. Half an hour flew by and I found myself tuning in to the channel every Monday at 7.30 pm, just trying to enter into a world of fantasy where I would lose myself for just half an hour.

After four years, I still love the anime.
And now it's not going to be renewed.

Dear God, I can only hope for a miracle...

Penpal from America!

2009-12-17T23:53:00.004+08:00

Woohoo! I got a penpal because of school. From America!
Now isn't that sweeet?

Unfortunately I have to send my letters to my teacher in charge and the teacher in charge from America. Uhhh...

You know, it's really a bit weird to have your letters and your penpal's letters to be read when it is supposed to be, well, you know.

Since adults are seeing the emails anyway...

So let me show you what he wrote :

Oh my gawd isn't their movie theater cool?! Neon lights...o_o

And THAT is their MALL. It looks..huge o.o

Complete with a fountain! (Lol I think I sound like an idiot!)

And my reply :

Don't laugh at me for sounding cheesy, okay? DX

Anyways all blurred words are to protect the privacy of mainly me and my penpal. HAHAHAHA. What were you thinking? *sniggers*

AND there is something wrong with Microsoft Word on my computer. Bleh.

2009-12-09T23:00:00.005+08:00

Sorry people I didn't realise I screwed up my blog codes and I saved my template before it's all too late. Now I lost all my links and I have to redo everything again. DX
It's only luck that I saved a back-up of the skin layout but not it's contents. But better than losing the whole layout. :/

Sorry for not replying the tags. I am just too..lazy to. DX

Have a heart

2009-12-08T13:02:00.002+08:00

One of the realest Youtuber. He does one kind act every Monday with his friend. How many people in the world would do this?

christmas

2009-12-07T12:59:00.005+08:00

Another short update.

Snow!

It's going to be Christmas soon.

Don't feel like putting Christmas songs because...mostly they're just the song old songs(which are, very, very overrated - and overused) sung by different singers with different versions.

Whether it's techno, pop, or whatever genre.

It's all the same old lyrics.

Okay so I started using javascript to make some 'snow' on my blog. Just wanted to get a bit into the impending Christmas mood.

It's a pretty old script, I guess. People all over the world has been using it over a million times,

creating floating snow on their website and give something to visitors to be amazed about.

Alright, gotta rush for lunch THAN tuition.

Bleh.

PET SOCIETY!

2009-12-04T16:27:00.006+08:00

Short update!

Pet Society Christmas! I really didn't know the Xmas stuff released were luminous! That's pretty cool. ;)

Anyways, I bet the full set of X'mas items are gonna be released next week or something. So to all Pet Society aficionados - WATCH OUT FOR YOUR COINS!

BYE!

2012

2009-12-02T11:27:00.006+08:00

I watched 2012 at AMK hub last night, while eating French Fries. (hahahaha)

We(chun ting + me) missed 10 minutes of the film because of (me) the bloody train.

If I had a direct bus there, I would be dancing like a nutcracker now.

Too bad, my house is stuck between two MRT lines. And there is only one bus stop near my house which goes to the South of Singapore. Even if I wanted a direct bus, I would need to walk two streets over. -_-"

OKAY. Back to the topic, 2012!

I would be happy to say that's one of the best movies I had watched this year.

IF YOU:

Have been watching a lot of movies but still find them average/boring/not satisfying?

Have you not been watching movies for a very long time?

2012 is for you!

I know it's a disaster movie but let's just say it's going to be sort-off a very, happy ending.

The visual and sound effects are so brilliant that you actually think you could feel that you are there. The effects of the Earthquake, the Tsunamis and the acting was so real. People dying to save their lives(pun-intended). You could actually believe that all the disasters happened. Hollywood - thumbs up!

There is just this thing about disaster/end-of-the-world movies that keeps you glued to the screen and gripped in your seats. The suspense created is very gripping. Halfway through the movie, my bladder is screaming, "GO TO THE TOILET ALREADY". But noooo. I couldn't leave the theater because I was so engrossed in knowing the eventual outcome of the characters fate.

But let's just say everyone had a happy ending. (:

Alright, got to go. Bye (:

movies + trailers

2009-11-29T17:21:00.003+08:00

Seems interesting, with all the big stars in there. I originally watched it because they was Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swift(more of Taylor Swift, really) in it but it appears they aren't in the trailer and the credits at all. To cynical people it would be some really big movie luring idiots to watch the movie, but that's okay for me.

And this! Zombieland seems cool! I have grown a liking to creepy stuff. And this movie is horror-comedy. The zombies are are so cool! And killing them is even better. Heehee.

2009-11-28T22:05:00.001+08:00

download

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ADAM LAMBERT!

2009-11-24T16:53:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Long time no see!
Nothing much is going on with my life lately. DX
I am still deciding whether or not I shall go and watch Fantastic Mr Fox tonight. I never read the story so I wish that the movie could satisfy the need to read the book. I heard it's really nice.

Today I have nothing much to post. Oh, yes. Adam Lambert.

HIS ALBUM IS OUT TODAY!

*jumps up and down excitedly*
*runs into wall from over-enthusiasm*
*throws confetti around*

I know what he did at this year's AMAs(American Music Awards). Really good show, if you ask me. That outburst of gay sexuality really etched into many people's minds. It's just a guy kissing another guy, for goodness sake. Gay people are human after all. How could you discriminate against them?

Post ends here. Do tag about your thoughts on Adam Lambert if you could. Thank you. (:

For Your Entertainment

2009-11-19T17:45:00.001+08:00

I am in love with Adam Lambert! ♥

music

2009-11-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

update: YES! I GOT THE MOVIE TICKETS!! Who wanna go with me? :D

“A Christmas Carol” Exclusive Preview Movie Contest

2009-11-12T22:39:00.007+08:00

( Okay, trying my luck to win some free movie tickets. (: )

Jim Carrey played 4 characters in the movie A Christmas Carol, a Disney adaptation of Charles Dickens story of the same name, mainly Scrooge, the Ghost of Christmas Past, the Ghost of Christmas Present and the Ghost of Christmas Future.

Haha he played so many characters in the movie! Reminds me of Tom Hanks in the movie 'The Polar Express'. Makes you remember your childhood again, don't you think so?

And here's a trailer of A Christmas Carol. In fact, I am quite excited to watch this show because I really liked reading the book. Charles Dickens is a genius with his writing.

'Humbug!'

haha that word it's so cute to describe Scrooge, the bully!

And off I go. Tuition tomorrow. :/

“A CHRISTMAS CAROL” OPENS IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS 19 November 2009!

Christmas mood!

2009-11-08T16:39:00.002+08:00

It's a late update...xD
Okay so I changed the skin after so many months! I hope all of you like it(I sound so ego hahaha).

The first week into the holidays and life...sucks already.
I could show you the whole stack of homework which is about at least 5cm thick, not to mention the upcoming assignments of chemistry which has not been released on the e-portal @asknlearn yet. Man.
And Green Auditor's keeping me busy this whole week. I have to come back to school for two days and two whole day Dengue campaign at East Point this weekend. Ahhh.

( I have very bad time-management. :/ )

All I Want For Christmas is stuck in my head now! Really feel like I am in a Christmas mood!

2009-10-27T00:09:00.005+08:00

Watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs today.

Parts of it were cheesy, but it was to be expected.

However, I liked the show. Very, very much.

Many unfortunate things happened in the movie, which I dare say describes our daily lives well.

As they say, Shit happens.

the best shit I have watched in weeks

2009-10-24T15:42:00.002+08:00

DISCLAIMER: This is not by the real Stephen King, just something entertaining for all Twilight haters out there. (:

And, 'Automatic' by Tokio Hotel. The MV is slightly creepy with all that robot romance and stuff, but I guess it's implying humans are robots, with feelings.

?

2009-10-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Shit. Feeling melancholic. All of sudden.

Is this suppose to be normal?

quiz

2009-10-20T11:14:00.005+08:00

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
It's okay. I think I can handle it.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
SJ? LOL.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
No. Not really.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
This afternoon. With my mom.

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
A book.

6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Escapism. Watching brilliant shows like Leverage or reading excellent fantasy/crime-fiction/romance/chic-lit books.

7. What are you excited for?
The holidays. Definitely.

8. What were you doing yesterday?
Staying at the home with the computer. It was very boring.

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
My mom?

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Dinner.

11. Have a best friend?
Hmmm, a few good friends.

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
No. It takes coincidences to have a chance at love. So just embrace it and see what happens. (:

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes. Yes we could.

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Yes. It's a guy. Reasons undisclosed.

15. What time is it right this second?
10.19 ; Not sure about the seconds though.

16. What do you want right now?
To not go to school tomorrow.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Classmates.

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Single?

19. When was the last time you cried?
I feel like doing exactly that right now.

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I think so.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yeah.

22. How fast does your mind change?
Very, very fast.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Do I? I think I miss the old times, to be more specific.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Perhaps.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
As in what kind of cheating?

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
Feeling melancholic.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Nothing.

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I dont think so.

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Yesterday. (:

30. When is your next road trip?
Someday.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yea, I guess. If you consider imaginary guy friends.

32. How's your heart?
Battered, ripped, torn and taped back, but still doing fine.

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Yes, very often.

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
My parents, my friends.

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Read some books and go to sleep.

36. When will your next kiss take place?
Hahaha.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope. Maybe I should tell that to my teddy bear.

38. Who do you not get along with?
Some people.

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
*looks at inbox*

"Nope" - Ruthie.

40. What are you wearing right now?
Casual clothing.

41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
Am I? I don't have anyone I like right now. :O
Trying to find some imaginary boys to like right now. XD

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
ERM.

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Boy - Zachary. (ZACHARY QUINTO!)
Girl - Claire.

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
Tired.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Maybe. I think so.

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
When I feel like it .

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Reading books. :X

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
What's that?

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Alamak. I don't have. Should I be friends with someone called Bob?

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
I haven't been laughing hard lately. Maybe I should rent a comedy.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Man, I don't wanna think about it.

52. Last awkward moment?
When people unfamiliar with each other comes together.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
Depends.

54. Do you have good vision?
I wear glasses.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
Yes!

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
No.

57. Are you Irish?
No.

58. Do you use chop stick?
Yea.

59. Do you have any scars?
Yea. Elbow there LOL.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
Yes. Names - undisclosed.

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
MAYBE.

62. Name the last person to text you?
SJ~

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Maybe.

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
WHAT?

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
All Sides .

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
DEPENDS!

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Go into a fluster.

68. Do you fall for people easily?
Falling in love? No.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Hmmm yes. Parents again! Heehee!

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Very, very, very much.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Not very often. :/

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
The Climb - Miley Cyrus.

73. Want someone back in your life?
No

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
DAMN IT NO. SCRIPT CHECKING. DOUBLE DEATH CAN.

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
White with colours on it. LOL.

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Yeeea.

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yes..

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Yea.

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Hmmm.

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
Who wouldn't? Ah, being human.

~~Tag 20 People to do this note ( including the person who tagged you )~~

skin #12

2009-10-19T17:11:00.006+08:00

preview | download

Call this aggressive marketing

2009-10-18T13:32:00.002+08:00

SHAMELESS SELF-PLUGGING! PLEASE VISIT! (HEEHEE)

(500) days of summer

2009-10-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

Summary: When Tom, a hapless greeting card copywriter and hopeless romantic, is blindsided after his girlfriend summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days "together" to try to figure out where things went wrong. His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.

"This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen of Margate, New Jersey, grew up believing that he'd never truly be happy until the day he met the one. This belief stemmed from early exposure to sad British pop music and a total mis-reading of the movie 'The Graduate'. The girl, Summer Finn of Shinnecock, Michigan, did not share this belief. Since the disintegration of her parent's marriage she'd only love two things. The first was her long dark hair. The second was how easily she could cut it off and not feel a thing. Tom meets Summer on January 8th. He knows almost immediately she is who he has been searching for. This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront, this is not a love story."

I watched (500) days of summer this afternoon and I found it delightfully different. I will try not to give spoilers, but it was a memorable movie. Everyone should watch it, at least once.

I have never experienced what true love is, just short-term infatuations with many imaginary boys. I don't think I will be able to feel till I grow up, mature and maybe find 'The One'. As the movie said, everything that happens is a coincidence, fate, destiny, and any other term you could come up with to explain the unexplainable events that occur in our lives. (500) days of summer had brilliantly potrayed what love brings, the intense passion of first love, the heartaches that break-ups would bring and one's perspective when they're in love. The movie was pretty boring at the first half, with the usual, 'Let's just be friends' "It's not you, it's me," tactic. The movie starts to progress and change into the question of, "How quickly can I get this over with, so I can move on with my life?". Equally, everyone of us will eventually(yes even Johnny Depp) experience what it feels like to "be" dumped and the complex emotions that unexpectedly follow. Few films like this ever capture sensation of falling in and out of love as well as this one does.

There are some beautiful, subtle moments of tenderness as well some heart-rending moments of disconnectedness between the two that never comes across as heavy-handed. The way the movie was edited is enough to make you pause and think about what love is. It makes you remember the pain and anguish you went through when you were in love and wonder why this happened.

Enough said, GO WATCH IT! (:

this is how we celebrated.

2009-10-14T17:26:00.004+08:00

'Lunch'(we ate at four) at Magic Wok outside school after the last exam was over. A mini-celebration, you would call it, only that when I started eating the food I lost my appetite.

I did not manage to enjoy the food. :/

This is Chun Ting's Thai Olive Fried Rice. FRIED. ._.

And this is my Thai something Vermicelli. Pretty nice.

Okay I shall head back on my projects I am working on.

Bye! (:

please visit!

2009-10-09T18:02:00.005+08:00

Very short update. Procrastinating here. :/

Do visit my Livejournal community, if you care. Thank you. (:

You would have to create a Livejournal account to join and view entries!

♥

(which looks better? LOL!)

2009-10-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with the teachers who had set the papers?

English, social studies and Chinese were massive killers.

I have no idea what is up with all their minds. o_o

Anyways, gotta' go. Watching Ghosts of Girlfriend's past(and my dad keeps laughing at the sex jokes, lol).

Bye!

2009-09-24T22:51:00.004+08:00

Deleted the previous playlist. Found it slightly annoying hearing the playlist all over again. o_o

Sorry peeps! :/

While watching MTV yesterday night, I stumbled across a live performance by Pixie Lott. She sang four studio songs that she had penned herself(amazing! I respect her as much as I do for Taylor Swift). She sounded better 'live'! Brilliant! That got me as a fan. :3

Playlist, not on auto-play mode(thankfully for you, huh? :P) just for my convenience. Hee.

2009-09-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

Yay! Found a forum on Blogskins.com with a MASSIVE amount of K-pop recommendations! Blogskins.com is the best, after all. (:

one year, six months

2009-09-15T21:42:00.007+08:00

(Whoops. I noticed a spelling error inside.)

I am feeling nostalgic again. It's tough being a human sometimes.

Ever felt like you wanted the past back?

Back to being a child again, the time of innocence and all you need to care is the imaginary world you have built around you, where everyone is just beautiful butterflies which you see as perfect.

Growing up, we realise things are not always what they seem.

You build a wall around your heart, waiting for someone to open it up again.

little voice

2009-09-13T11:43:00.005+08:00

Brida by Paulo Coelho

(special thanks to Chun Ting & RuRu for the Borders gift card which led to this :D)

Contemplating whether or not to set up a photo blog ever since I got my new baby(read: camera!) or just post pictures in my Blogger and Livejournal account. It will save me a lot of time typing a post out. As they say, a picture paints a thousand words.

Question.

2009-09-12T15:44:00.003+08:00

I am still trying to decide - Blogger or LiveJournal?

IRON MAN WITH NO DISNEY IN IT.

2009-09-09T11:26:00.003+08:00

Guess what I am watching now on my computer - IRON MAN.

Luckily the movie rights had been sold.
DISNEY CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IRONMAN. MUAHAHAHA.

You have got to love Marvel/DC adaptations of comics. <3

Anyone has The Dark Knight to lend me? I want to watch. ._.

you're the reason I still believe

2009-09-07T22:04:00.005+08:00

Pretty busy these days. Have a half day shoot for CCA tomorrow. (Sounds like we're making a movie, huh? :D) I will leave the details for the next post, or maybe not, if I feel too lazy to type the stuff out.

And, I am really sorry for not posting these days and replying to messages. I am obsessed with Twitter on my iTouch and my fingers can't stop touching the TwitterFon application every 10 seconds. I procrastinated on this post(very much) and here I am posting. I don't have the motivation to type an essay for 30 minutes and I have no idea what to type anyways.

Anyways, to make up for my lack of content, here's the newest video of nigahiga. It's hilarious. It does have some features of Asians's constant mugging and cultures(or that's what I think what the video is trying to say).

Enjoy (:

Oh yea I was suddenly hit by the realization that I had something to post about after all.

I just bought a DC comic compilation titled Teen Titans: The Future is Now(Don't you just LOVE the Teen Titans!? *squeals*) at a discount(6 bucks!) at the Times bookware sale at their warehouse at AMK. It was enthralling. The inking was just perfect and the art was exceptional. I wished I could draw like that.

Anyways I read it and slowly got glued to the story. And of course, I got my favourite characters and gradually I got infatuated with their character, what they can do etc. Since I am talking about a DC comic/storyline right now, you probably won't understand what I am talking about if I talked about the story(it's so complicated, gawd).

Let's just say I had fallen in love with an ideal character that I wished he existed in this world. I know many of you had this feeling before. I would call it the best unrequited love in the world because he/she won't hurt you because, simply, he/she's is not there. There's this uncomfortable feeling whenever you 'fall in love' with this imaginary character. It squirms around in your mind and heart shouting 'He's not real! You can't have him!'. I hate this feeling.

Have you felt like this before? I wonder why we feel this way...

Thief in the Night

2009-09-03T22:35:00.001+08:00

David Choi - The Awesomest YouTuber musician ever.

Thief in the Night by David Choi

Somehow through this house of mine
The windows shattered
The brick walls crumbled down
All without a sound

How this happened, I don't know
But this funny feeling's something
I've never felt before

CHORUS:
Like a thief in the night
You came around, you came around
To steal away my heart
Didn't see, didn't hear
When you came around
When you came around
To steal away my heart

You took everything away
You took my soul
You took my heart
But I've been smiling these days

If there's one thing that I've found
It's that love can sneak behind
And pin you to the ground

CHORUS

Oh, it came to be
Sounds hard to believe
That love found me
That love found me

CHORUS

When you came around
I gave away my heart

we're running away

2009-08-29T16:12:00.002+08:00

I, eh, kinda' moved to Livejournal. I am beginning to love it more than Blogger now. There is no need to relink me, I'll be posting here occasionally too. But I would appreciate it if you had a LJ account, do add me as a friend, and I would be happy to add you back.

Do visit!

Livejournal

love is everything

2009-08-25T19:02:00.011+08:00

A big shout-out to all my friends who gave me presents and wished me a happy birthday -

THANK YOU!

Thank you especially: Ruthie, Marissa, Sheng Jia, Ying Yun, Ming Kit(and friends whom I don't know, but, thank you), Eri, Hui Ru, Chun Ting, Hui Qi, Jonathan, Joleen, Pennie, Junese, Kimverlyn, and everyone else who wished me happy birthday on Facebook and Twitter.

And arigatou for the handmade stars in a jar from Ruthie + SJ (with help from other friends :D; I really, really liked this present) and Marissa for your handmade cookies and brownies(my wish got granted, haha. I am going to munch them tomorrow)! x3

All of you are the best-est friends I could ever have, after two and 3/4 years(or more)...

Thanks for the memories..

UP

2009-08-22T16:10:00.003+08:00

UP.

Random fact: It was directed by the same person who directed Monsters. Inc.

I went to Plaza Sing with SJ, Chunting and Eri to watch UP yesterday. I came out of the movie feeling that, well, I couldn't swallow it. I know that many people said that it was a brilliant movie, and everyone should watch it at least once, but somehow I could not take the unrealistic plot. The jokes were funny, but there were too much of them. Any many of them overused. Yes, there are original jokes like the 'I HATE SQUIRRELS!!' and '*POINT*'. I think that they changed the mood of how the movie went too abruptly. One moment the scene was very melancholic, and the next moment - the protagonist goes to the rescue! (With the heroic background music). Anyways, the plot was also very mature, not very suitable for kids. It involves death, the inability to have children, broken families and maybe a pinch of twisted humour. It's not something kids would understand sometimes. However, I think the kids would understand the jokes because some of them were kinda' cheesy. ._.

Maybe it's because I am neither a kid not a grown-up, just 'half-way there'. Maybe that's why I could not understand the morale of the story and could not appreciate it.

One day and counting down.

G.I. Joe

2009-08-11T21:52:00.004+08:00

G.I. Joe

Not a bad movie, pretty awesome.
(At least they've ninjas in them! And both of them are pretty hot.)

It's worth your money to watch. The special effects are brilliant and it's full of action! The plot was okay, the acting was great, the futuristic gadgets of the future were amazing!

I think my favourite character would be Snake Eyes as he's so bad ass and that full body black ninja/military suit makes him very mysterious and of course, attractive. My next favourite would be Storm Shadow(hehe!). Ninjas FTW!

*edited*

takin' back my love

2009-08-06T18:15:00.003+08:00

(I know this may be a little late/outdated. Okay?)

Moving on...Enrique Iglesias looks really, really hot in there.

Just click the video, watch it till the end, maybe you'll understand (hey! It rhymes!)

Hopefully I could garner new fans. (:

You've been served

2009-08-04T16:11:00.003+08:00

Note: Anyone can do this. (:

For Blogger:
If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way.
For FaceBook:
To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "You've just been served" tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
6am.

2. How do you like your steak?
Medium rare, I guess.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (I thought it was very boring, could n't help but to move uncomfortably in my seat which I paid ten bucks to book for it. :/)

4. What is your favorite TV show(s)?
Heroes(HA, SYLAR *HEARTS*)

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Japan? I'm starting to like Japan.

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Raisin loaf with tea.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Japanese, definitely.

8. What foods do you dislike?
Fungus(which my parents claim it to be good) and mushrooms(i still like MapleStory though)

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
Outside in an open field

10. Favorite dressing?
tees+jeans

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Volkswagen, BMW, Ferrari. Audi's cool too.

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Printed Tees.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Italy(at of the year in winter!), Spain, America

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
1/2 empty (i know, i am pessimistic)

15. Where would you want to retire?
Where? I don't know, where my final job is going to be I guess.

16. Favorite time of day?
Morning. Like, 7am - 9am. It's always very quiet.

17. Where were you born?
Mount Elizabeth Hospital.

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Anything that intrigues me I guess.

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
I have no idea.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
I don't know, really.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
Whaaaat?

22. Bird watcher?
How about the crows/pigeons that land on my house balcony?

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Morning. I cannot tahan not sleeping at night.

24. Do you have any pets?
Fish. FISHES. (Gaaaaah)

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
Erm, I am falling in love with a book again?

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
Nurse. (HA. NO WAY.)

27. What is your best childhood memory?
Erm. I don't remember. :/

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Cat!

29. Are you married?
noooo.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
Ack I don't like to.

31. Been in a car accident?
No.

32. Any pet peeves?
People who are ignorant.

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
Cheese. It's always the cheese.

34. Favorite Flower?
Hand drawn or paper flowers.

35. Favorite ice cream?
Vanilla.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Ermmmmm, McDonald's.

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
None. I am not legal yet!

38. From whom did you get your last email?
HAHA. How about twitter.com?

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Every bookstore and fashion store I go into!!

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Not very recent. I decided to go overshoot the MRT I am supposed to get off and went all the way to Pasir Ris and went back again.

41. Like your job?
As a student, no. I feel as if my life is being taken away.

42. Broccoli?
Er, I don't like Broccoli.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
I guess it's the one to Turkey.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
My parents?

45. What are you listening to right now?
Youtube!

46. What is your favorite color?
Red!

47. How many tattoos do you have?
I don't have one!

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
I dunno.

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
5:52pm.

50. Coffee Drinker?
Not much of one.

******

Talk about a MerPet statue. Exclusive item made for Pet Society's first birthday! I can't believe they chose Singapore's iconic Merlion and that statue out of it. HAHA. (Oh and they're selling ice-kachang too)

fishing

2009-08-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

Note to myself: I am still after Dog Fish, Loveroot Fish, Melon Fish, Piranha, Strawberry Fish, Cheese Fish and Sea Horse.

[http://forum.playfish.com/showthread.php?t=1054608]

2009-07-30T17:34:00.004+08:00

Ca's are finally over!

Gosh not being able to use the computer(except tweeting through my iTouch) and stressed about the exams was a complete nightmare!

Went to Parkway and explored Borders. Wanted to buy one of the nine bucks wrapping paper(aik! It had extremely cute graphics on it!) but decided that I'll buy it when I get my pocket money for next week. I am technically broke now. D:

Anyways, see you next time, I am gonna' hit the bed, hopefully I will have a nice dream of... (it's a secret)

just a short post

2009-07-26T11:01:00.002+08:00

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